Perspective

So, I hardly posted my miss the boat post so people could post how wonderful I was doing! But thanks...you're too kind. There is no doubt that each day I mess up, usually the same thing over again! But I'll keep trying. I do feel like a better person today than I was six months ago, so that is progress!

We had a great weekend in Canada with Nate's fam for his baby brother's missionary farewell. Can't believe he's old enough...stinking kid was 8 when I married Nate. Does that mean I'm aging...ALOT? He's the cutest...such a good kid. The kids love him and I'm so proud of him...what a good example!

All of Nate's siblings/spouses(minus Cheryl) got to attend a temple session. It was pretty awesome to look around and see an entire family there because family is the point of this all. I have had my struggles with Nate's fam, and I still struggle with my own wretched ability to be honery sometimes. But it was nice to see them in the temple, and know that we are a family forever. I am grateful they've given me a chance, and that we've formed a mutual respect and love for each other. Some things take time...but are SO worth the effort! Love you guys.

A quick shout to my sweet family. I see such powerful spirits in my young children. They have a special purpose here, and I'm overwhelmed and grateful to be able to help direct their lives. The sound of Kenna's naughty giggle makes me laugh at the thought of it. Avery is my sunshine...so pleasant and happy you take for granted she's around. Eli is the spice of life. Everything is MUCH more potent when he's around, but so much more entertaining and fun. Oh....my handsome Kolbe. His quirky half smile, his love of strange facts, and his calm, laid-back personality reaffirm just why I 'chose' him to be mine! And lastly....I love my sweet husband. I have truly learned what a good man he is. I know I'm the weight around his ankles...but I'm glad he patiently pulls me along.

I have a blessed life. I love my family and I'm thankful for the blessings of each day. I am thankful for every experience. I am thankful for my mom and dad. And I love my siblings. There is a perspective in my life that brings calm to struggles...peace to trials, and happiness in everthing. I am thankful for what I've been given!