Change

I hate change. I am a sucker for monotonous routine. In fact, there are those that say I'm anal about certain things. And it doesn't deter me. I hate change.
Having my fifth child has proved utterly blissful. She's the most perfect baby. Chubby, happy and sleeps well! The other children adore her almost as much as I do. And I have to admit that I'm not a pleasant mom with a new baby. I am very high stress. I hate germs, and the possiblity of sickness and injury completely freaks me out and I am often cranky with the kids. So, while baby Landri is an incredible 7 weeks tomorrow, I think we're finally settling into a nice routine. So, why not throw a little real change in the picture?
About a month ago Nate and I decided to move to Fairfield. Its been the kids' dream for years now. And about a year ago Nate started to encourage the move. And don't get me wrong, I love Fairfield, but I love my identity as Julie Pitcher. Not Julie Schenk. I love my family...and its been so wonderful to carve our nitch in the world as the Pitchers. And I doubted that possible living in Fairfied. But a month ago a light switched, and it became obvious to Nate and I that the move was the best decision for our family. From that moment my excitement has been ridiculous! I can't get there fast enough now. So, we listed our house and 8 days later it sold for nearly full asking price. We've found our dream house in an old friend's home....its old. But its a diamond in the rough! We can't wait to start painting and replacing(a slow project on a budget!)...but most of all, we can't wait for our family to carve our nitch in Fairfield. The Pitchers. I am TERRIFIED of turning little Eli out on small town life. You know the first thing they're gonna say? " That's Julie Schenk's kid!" I'm only teasing...I adore this kid. He just does some questionable things sometimes...
I'm gonna miss our life here though too. I love our friends. We have good friends. I'm not a perfect person, and I've made some dumb mistakes...but I have been blessed with a group of GOOD friends. People of all ages, stages and places. Thankfully we're not moving far...because I can't image my life without these people. For some reason, this is part of what scares me about moving home. I wonder what friends I'll have there. I am excited to live by my brother and sister...and Jer-Bear....and we've got some friends. But, like I said, I hate change.
Well, my reflection time is getting sketchy. I am starting to drool over my need for chocolate!

need to go PAY for real ones...but, til then

so cute! the girls have been dying to try these tu-tu's out! we did the fairy one too, but by then our subject had lost her patience...

so much...

I have been really thinking alot lately about things that I have learned this year...
This is what I want to make note of:
1)Faith. This has proved to be another roller coaster of a year for our family. I am beyond words grateful that I have strong rooted faith in my Father in Heaven. I am less than excited to continue some of this trek, but again, grateful that I understand some purpose in life comes from the unpleasant!
2)Family. I married ridiculously young and I got lucky. I met this goofy, loud, green eyed prince that convinced me to marry him at 19! Agh! It freaks me out to her Kenna say she wants to follow my footsteps! I got lucky...he's a gem. He's patient...loyal...hard-working...and MINE! I know now that not everyone is this lucky. And again, I'm thankful to my Father in Heaven!
Then there are my 5 beautiful...perfect in every way....happy children. Its amazing what I thought gave me joy before children. Now I could care less about traveling the world, having the big house, shiney car...or being 'fancy nancy'....sometimes an escape is hugely needed, but this is where I want to be! Each of my children is different than the others...but together are the perfect blend of pest, trick, tease, snuggle, noise, kiss, sass, weird/akwardness and sheer JOY!
3)Perspective. This one is very much tied to the first two. I have seen a real dose of ugly and heartache, but see now, much like the weather, that spring is coming. Oh...how I love spring! I love knowing that all things pass, the ugly dies, and healing is possible. I know what is important.
4)Health. So thankful to be alive and well to enjoy the sun today. Happy to watch my children skip into school, perhaps a few minutes late! Grateful for blessings of health...
And while this post is generalized...I can't resist the need to brag on my newest angel Landri. She is precious...she has completely captured our hearts! She smiles...and stares so intently. She is pleasant...so quiet we almost don't know she's here! She recognizes that mom will be happier with a little sleep, and has been happy to oblige! She eats well...and smells like heaven!
Every single one of my children has a family name for their middle name. We struggled with this for her...couldn't find one that fit. And then we did. HOPE. Her name is Landri Hope...heavy on the hope!
I'm so thankful for so much...

monkey toes

I don't think the pic does these things justice. But seriously...I joked that she was just hanging by her toes inside, refusing to come out. And everyone who sees these feet laughs (some more than others:Jen) at her toes! They are freakishly long. So, its entirely possible that this was the hang up...why I was pregnant SO long. There's like an extra joint...not really, but her toes are super long. We love to play with her monkey toes!

Round One: Fashion Fairy

So, Landri had her first run in with the fashion fairy today. She lost! Kenna is so gonna love dressing this little girl!

Landri Hope Pitcher

I'm exhausted tonight...so this is a quick one! Landri is FINALLY here. With the help of my favorite medicine in the world(and some pitocin) she decided to unhook her toes from around my ribs and made her big appearance March 8, 2010 at 10:46 am. She's got a pretty powerful scream on her and didn't sleep super well last night. I'm home and hoping for a little better night tonight. Anyways...there are tons more pics and I'll get to them later! Here's a start.

Thanks to the best friends in the world...and the best ward...we can't tell you thank you enough for all your help...visits...yummy dinners and love!

Updates

Just a quickie...I really thought I'd have been 'un-pregnant' quite some time ago...and I've been unhappy about it, but I've reconciled myself to the fact that this is my current reality. And I've been pretty pleasant if I do say so myself. But seriously, after my appointment on Tues I would have thought for sure that Tues night would have been the big night. But contractions died out...and nothing happened. Now I'm sick and Eli's coughing .....I've walked and walked the neighborhood the last 2 days so hopefully lil Miss is planning a trip soon. I'll keep you posted!

Oh, I was so excited yesterday at the doc because I asked him to tell me how much weight I'd gain...not what the big fat total added up to....just a total gained. And he said 15 lbs! I burst out laughing, which he didn't understand. And then I informed him that it was hilarious because the only things safe from me this pregnancy had been small children and my shoes! So....I'm ballooning with fluid like crazy...and my face and feet are super duper swollen....but, I'm wicked excited my REAL jeans might not take months to reacquaint with. (This isn't my first time....I'm not kidding myself that it goes back right away...just feeling hopeful)