Today has been entirely discouraging. Whatever ability I had yesterday to refocus my thoughts has entirely evaded me today. I'm beyond sad today. Can't even talk. Which, is alot for me.
I think tonight I will tuck myself in to bed early...
Today our chest x-rays got here. They are required for the court process. What do I do? Do I continue tracking down the necessary documents so that when this man comes to his senses I'll be ready? How much money do I sink into this? I'm already so far gone...but I don't even care. I don't care how much money I've spent. All I know is I'm still about $6-8k short of having the funds needed to bring her home.
But...there's the chance she's not coming. A VERY good chance. And tonight I'm struggling to accept this.
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